Friday, January 27, 2012

I think I might probably do that at some point...

So, it was brought to my attention recently that I may have trouble with commitment.

(See? I can't even commit to saying I have a commitment problem...)


Of course, I don't think so because I've always considered myself a planner, and planners by nature like to commit. I like to have plans. I'm a very social person and I like to be busy, so having plans makes me feel fulfilled... or something like that. Although, having the same plans on a reoccuring basis, like bowling every Friday for example, makes me feel stagnant and trapped.

Hmmm....

And as far as relationships go, I actually think I commit TOO much of myself. I'm too much of a giver. But that's a whole other story.... Perhaps that's why I'm noncommittal in other areas of my life??

*sigh*

Actually, now that I think about it, I'm convinced I just have a problem making decisions. Now THAT I will fully admit too. I am horrible at making decisions. What to eat at a restaurant, what to wear in the morning... Or perhaps I just make horrible decisions.... And of course I'm referring to my financial decisions, which I am working on, by the way. I have this whole financial strategy detailed out and everything. This is the year, folks. And actually a friend gave me some great advice yesterday:

He said, "Just say you don't make major financial decisions in a day."

Ha! Easy, right? Perhaps that 9-word phrase is easier to say than the shorter 1-word version - "no."

Not likely.... :-\

I think I might need a 12-step program...


OK, so this whole commitment thing might have some merit.

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