What haven't I had since I was 8?

Answer: An ear infection. Yes. At age 26, the pestering annoyance has returned. Searing pain and all. This cold that I've had since Tuesday has become more than a nuisance, it has literally become a pain. Painful especially after jumping around in a jumpy castle with a bunch of 6 year olds... And of course the doctor's office is closed because of the holiday. Wonderful.

But as I suffered in agony while watching the over the top (and very loud, I might add) fireworks display, listening to the numerous "Fire in the hole!" calls from the youngins, something else bothered me... I noticed the couples around me holding each other for warmth. Now this act alone didn't bother me so much as seeing them made me realize that I've never actually had that. As a hopeless romantic, I found myself a little jealous and bitter over an act so easy and natural. Then I also found myself remembering the "perfect guy" list I made when I was 9. Even at 9 I knew what I wanted, and to be honest after finding that list a few weeks ago, not a lot has changed. But for some reason I've settled for less. Maybe I should take a hint from my 9 year old self and resume the search for the guy I so aptly described...

:)

The search is on.